"If my mom ever finds out I'm in a porn mag, she'll say I've finally set myself up to go to hell when I die," said Alyssa. "She freaked when I got my first tattoo, and it was just as bad when I got the other ones. When I got my nipples pierced, she about disowned me and wanted to send me to live with my dad in Iowa-even though I haven't seen him in years. She still doesn't know about my pussy stud! She knows I'm screwing whenever I can, but she's okay with that because, I guess, she's happy that having sex is 'normal.'".