"Posing was therapeutic for me," said Catilina. "I just broke up with a guy after two years together because our relationship was stale. We were basically bored with each other, and the sex was lousy. It was me who dumped him, but I still felt bad about it and wondered if I'd lost my edge..my sexiness. My best friend showed me her husband's NN collection and said I should pose: that I still had it and NN would want me." .