"I was going through a rough time at work, and for a few weeks I took out my frustrations and anger on my bloke," said Helen. "I was a major bitch. We made up, but I wanted to do something special for him, and posing for NN-something he'd been carrying on about for ages-worked in well. As I was posing, I told him that I'd been on the pill for the right amount of time (he didn't know that) and we could start having raw sex, which we'd never done before. He got very excited and hurried through the photos so we could shag.".